Supressed feelings

[Zolah]

Ever felt that you have alot of emotions clammed up inside? almost to the boiling point but maybe are to afraid to show it or for the consequances that may follow? I am feeling like that at the moment, like I cant talk to anyone about it! i am so angry, dissapointed and ... i really want to hurt someone fysically!

I never ever even wanted to use voilence but at the moment I feel it would really make me confortable afterwards, I should maybe sew myself a punch bag but i doubth it will help.

I better stop writing or else i will problebly be banned due to cussing =.=

[Dundee]

Oh yes, I get that ALL the time. Only, I'm not wanting to hurt someone, because I'm going to start bawling in the middle of the hallway. Is it like you want to scream, For Heaven's sake, just LISTEN to me! I MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TOO, YOU KNOW!! This is what I've recognized as the point where I'm completely filled with emotions, like an over-blown balloon, and I need to pop it soon or I WILL cry, or scream, or break someone's nose. Haven't quite figured out how to pop the balloon without embarrassing myself, though.