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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 10, 2008 15:19:18 GMT -5
Okay... stupid for me to be doing this but I'm going insane!
I am beyond stressed right now. Imagine having to do two quarters at school worth of work at once. That is exactly what I am doing. I have to keep up with my regular work but at the same time get all of this other, past stuff done by these deadlines, without falling behind on anything else! I could handle it if that was it though...
My wrist and thumb are bad and only getting worse. >.< Writing is really hard but I can't stop my school work no matter how much it hurts. Drawing is near out of the question now because, though it was hard before, I can no longer hold the pencil right to draw. *sigh*
Another thing I've come to a realize is I wasn't always such a stand offish, depressing loner. >.< I used to be like anyone else with friends, just enjoying things as they came to me. I didn't always get good grades but I was happy.
The thing is I had two very close friends, at least I thought we were close, but I haven't gotten any responses from my e-mails to them since November. T.T And it's not like they lost my e-mail or somehting. They have my phone number too. I've tried to stay in contact but I got sick of it after they would only respond to one out of every three or four I sent.
Blah... okay enough of that. I just really had to vent. Sadly writing about it doesn't make any of my problems go away. I've been really irritable. >.<
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Post by ZeroVX on Jan 10, 2008 15:40:35 GMT -5
Wow.....
*hug*
I'm sorry to hear about all that, Ogre.
But, in regards to friends, you still have us. That's good.....
Right?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 10, 2008 18:01:37 GMT -5
Oh no!
I was trying to delete this before anyone saw! ^^;
My mom dragged me out the door though.
*hugs back*
Of course! I love you guys more then anything! I was just being really depressed after a bad day at school and when I vent I kinda go off on things that I didn't even notice were bugging me. XP
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Post by Raccoo on Jan 10, 2008 20:01:36 GMT -5
I hope things get better soon. I have friends that sort of lost contact after a while (even though I've had the same email address since 1999 or earlier). At times I wondered whether they decided they didn't like me, other times I wondered whether they died and I would never know about it. Well, I found out this one was okay, but I still don't know why she stopped replying. Anyway, hopefully they're like me and just unsocialable.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 10, 2008 21:20:51 GMT -5
Naw they've just moved on and one of them is in college so she's kind of blocking everyone out. I have no idea about the other one though. Oh wells. Thanks though.
*hugs*
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Post by Wolfy on Jan 10, 2008 23:02:59 GMT -5
*hug* hugs for OF.
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Post by kioushan on Jan 11, 2008 0:00:44 GMT -5
Hunh, keeping up relationships is always hard. I hardly ever talk to my brother anymore! *hug* You get a hug, you strong person, you.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 11, 2008 5:52:49 GMT -5
Heh. Thanks for the hugs guys.
*hugs both back*
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Post by {×ÏÑk§tÊ®88×} on Jan 11, 2008 9:09:10 GMT -5
omg...you have the full right to fcomplain.
at least its not always the exact same stuff like in my posts.XD
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Post by NightWing on Jan 11, 2008 22:23:57 GMT -5
Something I have to put in here....
You are not a "standoffish depressing loner".
*hug*
Keep up the good work, you've got yourself a hefty work load, but you can get it done.
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Post by {×ÏÑk§tÊ®88×} on Jan 11, 2008 22:44:28 GMT -5
yes.what night said!
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 11, 2008 23:09:49 GMT -5
At school I am...
Oh wells! I'll try and work on that. Yep, yep. Lots of work. T.T I'll get it done though. Then all will be right with the world!
Thanks guys. ^^ I will survive, though I find my complainign annoying... I vow to do less! .... maybe...
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Post by NightWing on Jan 12, 2008 4:19:15 GMT -5
Don't do that, venting's a good thing, remember? ;D
I don't care what you say, you aren't. You're not a 'loner', and you're certainly not depressing. Standoffish, maybe, but there's nothing wrong with that really.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 12, 2008 8:51:12 GMT -5
I have 0 friends as of the only person I almost was friends with moved. T.T
I talk to no one at school. Cept teachers to talk about how bad my grades are and how much work I have to make up.
I think I fit into the loner catagory and I have have been depressed lately at schoo;/
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Post by NightWing on Jan 12, 2008 10:36:17 GMT -5
Depressed and depressing are two different things, but neither are good things...
*hug*
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 12, 2008 12:16:04 GMT -5
Me thinking about myself was depressing. -_-
*hugs back*
Doesn't matter though cause today's my day off! ^^ Yay! I'm gonna work on being happier anyways.
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Post by NightWing on Jan 12, 2008 12:21:00 GMT -5
Me thinking about myself was depressing. -_- Who are you, me?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 12, 2008 12:28:38 GMT -5
XP
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Post by {×ÏÑk§tÊ®88×} on Jan 12, 2008 13:13:44 GMT -5
feel better.NOW!
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 12, 2008 13:15:04 GMT -5
I do!
^^
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Post by {×ÏÑk§tÊ®88×} on Jan 12, 2008 13:17:57 GMT -5
GOOD.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 15, 2008 7:52:06 GMT -5
I'm missing more school! T.T
I'm just way too swollen so my mom said to stay home today, take a pain pill, then hopefully it will be better for tomorrow. I don't know what I'm going to do but my teachers might have to get used to my bad left hand writing or something because I can't keep this up. I'm messing my wrist up way more then I should. basically what I'm doing is like, not only continuing to walk with a sprained ankle, but like walking a mile everyday on it. It would be excruciatingly painful and would screw it up way more. At this point I'm afraid of causing more damage.
You never notice how vital your thumb is until it hurts like hell to use it. >.< I could deal fine if it was just my wrist.
Oh wells. Just being whiny again. It's prolly bad as it is now because I had to write a mini essay yesterday. I didn't even finish and it was the most half assed thing I have ever written. I'm so embarrassed my teacher will read it. I think this is the first bit of writing I'm turning into him too! ( I still have to make up some real essays >.< )
Okay. I think I'm done now. XP
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Post by NightWing on Jan 15, 2008 8:28:44 GMT -5
Well... crap. I will now quote someone: "You were in the process of justified complaining."
I whole-heartedly stick behind that statement. I hope this doesn't turn out to be too bad...
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 15, 2008 8:32:45 GMT -5
Well my wrist is simply sprained while my thumb is a bad sprian. I am going to try no be really easy on it so it doesn't get worse. I don't want to risk permanent damage.
I'm dieing in art class though. >.< I'm actually doing two projects with my left hand right now. I'm hoping paint can save one of them and I'm thinking of doing the other in cut outs.
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Post by NightWing on Jan 15, 2008 8:36:52 GMT -5
Yeesh... I take it you're not ambidextrous xD
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 15, 2008 8:38:43 GMT -5
Sadly no. I am trying to work with my left though. It just looks like a kid is doing it. >.<
I said six years but my teacher said she'd give me twelve. XP
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Post by NightWing on Jan 15, 2008 8:40:45 GMT -5
Hehehe
Six and twelve years of age?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 15, 2008 8:44:37 GMT -5
Yep. XP
I'm just hoping I can pull off my projects as being a style of some sort. We shall see. Sadly they are due on Friday. I probably wont have them done on time.
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Post by NightWing on Jan 15, 2008 8:46:15 GMT -5
Ouch... how much work do you still have backed up from last semester?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 15, 2008 8:49:36 GMT -5
A ton. >.<
They are giving it to me in pieces though and most of it is tests. I'm starting my Virtual School class now. They made me sign a contract but I'm BSing thew class. ( doctors orders ) I feel dreadful about it.
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