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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:12:59 GMT -5
*hugs back*
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:18:22 GMT -5
so hows you?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:19:08 GMT -5
A bit depressed but I'll deal. I'm just gonna be down for a day or two.
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:20:22 GMT -5
why?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:23:58 GMT -5
I'm just putting myself under two much pressure and I found out that the only person that I though could be my friend at this school, that moved away, came back for a visit and treated me the same as everyone else does. She'd just used me to vent on like every other friend I have tried to make outside of here I wasn't her friend.
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:26:22 GMT -5
-huggles-
oh poor dear. some people are just bitches like that. excuse the language.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:29:46 GMT -5
*hugs back* Believe me. I know. I haven't.... *sigh*
I haven't had anyone that I call call a real friend that I have met in two years and those friends haven't even tried to stay in touch so thay weren't real friends as much either...
I don't know what to do anymore.
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:34:55 GMT -5
I know how you feel sweets.
-huggers-
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:37:49 GMT -5
I just wish I could meet someone I could trust not to hurt me so bad.
*hugs tight*
It drives me nuts. I'm to the point I can't speak to people any more. I'm too afraid.
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:40:20 GMT -5
Oh dear. you have to speak to people though. Speaking is important.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:43:47 GMT -5
I know... I've always had this problem though. I can't just walk up to someone and talk to them unless it's somehting formal. Someone needs to talk to me and even then I'm shy until I get to know them. I've just been hurt so many times in my life. There is only one person that I can say who I could say was my real friend and I haven't seen her since I was 11. Everyone else has abused my friendship and hurt me. They simly use me because I listen to people and don't judge. I don't know why people open up to me. I wish they wouldn't.
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:49:43 GMT -5
-snuggles-
I spent my first day of work on the floor the other day only speaking when spoken too unless it was my job to talk to them.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:51:16 GMT -5
*snuggles back*
Yeah that must be crazy. I'm being rediculous. I know.
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:53:01 GMT -5
I mean I know how you feel. I used to sit in the corner behind the vending machines during lunch in school. I don't like crowds. And yet i work in retail for an extremely busy company XP
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:56:29 GMT -5
Heh yeah. I understand. I don't usually freak out though. XP Yesterday just pushed me over the edge. I'm feeling a bit better now though. Works gotta be crazy. XP
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 14:57:55 GMT -5
yup cause i have to say hi and bye to everyone.
theres one person there i work with that i can talk to called Marty. She's insane like inky XP
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 14:59:06 GMT -5
*giggle*
Well that's cool
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 15:01:34 GMT -5
you just need to meet someone insane like us. XP
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Post by volkodlakmojster on Jan 18, 2008 15:02:06 GMT -5
hargle?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 15:03:11 GMT -5
Yep but I don't know if that will ever happen.
Hey Mojo
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 15:03:58 GMT -5
hi Mojo!
how was hibernation?
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Post by volkodlakmojster on Jan 18, 2008 15:04:20 GMT -5
did you read my reply?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 15:06:47 GMT -5
In 'Friends?'? Yes.
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Post by volkodlakmojster on Jan 18, 2008 15:08:43 GMT -5
did it help any?
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 15:10:11 GMT -5
Yeah. I'm alright now. Talking to all of you has helped.
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 15:11:45 GMT -5
good.
-snuggles OF-
Or i'd have to give you tickle torture.
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 15:13:13 GMT -5
*giggle*
*snuggles back*
I don't think you have to resort to that. XP
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 15:14:08 GMT -5
-pokes mojo-
hi!
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Post by ogrefairy on Jan 18, 2008 15:19:26 GMT -5
Is he still here?
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Post by tabiris on Jan 18, 2008 15:22:53 GMT -5
i unno
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